I dream that I’m staying at my old schoolmate’s. I briefly wonder why I’m at her childhood house when she’s a grownup and married now, but I decide she must have divorced. Everyone goes to sleep but I’m not tired and the sun is still up, so I sit outside with a book. It’s a beautiful place, there’s fields all around me and a stream murmuring in the distance, I want to take so many pictures tomorrow. A guy filming a nature documentary walks by, I wave at him. A dog sniffs me.

I hear screaming and go inside. My friend’s mom has seen my brother with his boyfriend and she’s spawning homophobic s**t now. I look her in the eyes and say that she disgusts me. I collect my stuff and leave.