I dream that I’m at school and today assignment is watching a Harry Potter movie. During break I meet a girl in the bathroom who’s a bit flirty. She says she likes to shed her own skin, I think nothing of it. We exchange phone numbers. Later that day I see her peeling out her own skin layer by layer and it’s terrifying. I block her number.
Tag: girls
Town Meetings
I dream that I’m walking downtown holding hands with a girl, she’s tall and her hair is dark. I’m trying to flirt. She says if we ever dated she’d be worried about my mental health. Still she peppers my face and shoulders with little kisses, end eventually gives me a long kiss on the lips.
Then I dream it’s town festival night, I notice in the crowd a group of men wearing Nazi uniforms. Assholes! I yell in their general direction and keep walking confidently, thinking they won’t be able to locate me in the crowd. They find me though, they start following me and taunting me. One squeezes my arm and says I have no muscle. One throws me to the ground. The police arrives and they all run away because they’re cowards.
Back With Some Slight Weirdness
I dream that I’m visiting a beautiful house with a male friend. I look out of the window and we’re above the city and I can see a marble fountain. I look for my camera, it’s super small for some reason. I look out the window again and now there’s only an ugly tree blocking the view. It’s always been like that, my friend says, were you drunk?
Then he turns into a girl and I fall in love with her.
Not Sure If I’m A Man Or A Woman In This One.
I dream that I have a girlfriend and I’m really excited because it’s my very first relationship, I try my best but I neglect her without realizing it, she texts me because she’s in mortal danger, she woke up with a pile of heavy rocks balanced precariously over her head, but I’m too busy buying action figures to answer my texts. We break up and I want her back, but I don’t know what I could ever do to deserve her.
Weird Things Happening In A Calming Way.
I dream that I go into the parking lot to take pictures of a tree and leaves playing in the wind. An old neighbor is looking at my camera, impressed. He shows me his own camera, a vintage beauty. He’s taking pictures of his grandchildren, two high school girls, and his wife has set up a camping table and is developing the film right away, under direct sunlight; that doesn’t seem weird to me in the dream. The girls are obsessed with Iranian culture and also Texas cowboys.
I go back home and find my UPS unit soaking in shallow water inside my shower. I put it to dry in the sun. Surely it’s gonna be fine.
Happy Summer!
I dream that I’m looking after a neighbor’s adorable baby girl, she starts throwing up and I call a doctor. I go out for a bit she’s dead and they’re holding her wake.
Then I dream that we’re about to sit at Christmas dinner with the whole family in our mountain house, I also invited a few friends, four girls from the early 1900s who are studying to become career women, lawyers, scientists etc. The table is outside and it’s night, a bunch of people arrive singing carols. My late Grandpa P. gets up and throws a golden key at the crowd, a man catches it and demands to sleep with me. I tell him to go to hell. We all go home on a rented bus, I’m distraught because I can’t find my jacket.
It’s Easter This Time!
I dream that I see on the other side of the street a young girl setting up a ladder, the kind with wheels. She wants to reach the windows above to take down some Easter decorations, but the ladder gives out and she falls.
I cross the street and help her up. She’s crying now, her boss asked her to get rid of those decorations, what’s she gonna do now? But I’m not the only one who saw her falling, a whole fire fighter squad shows up and easily take down the decorations. Privately, I think that if she weren’t so young and pretty they wouldn’t have helped her.
Various Adventures
I dream about a movie I’m watching/living: there are two (three?) high school girls running away, they travel through America, when they miss a train they realize they can fly and follow the train tracks from above through the mountains, they see a castle on a hill that is now a hotel. The movie feels magical and lighthearted at this point. The girls can look into someone’s eyes and see/grant their most profound wish. One of them turns a black and red fish into a human.
Then things turn horror, as the girls realize they never left their school, they are in the basement strapped to hospital beds, being fed hallucinogenic drugs by an evil nun. One of them is hugging a stuffed black and red fish. Only an hour has passed.
(I wish I knew how it all ended but this us all I can remember.)
Early in the morning I dream that I’m reading a Mickey Mouse comic; Mickey and Goofy are fighting some pirates in the belly of a ship, they run circles around them so fast they make them faint. Now they only need to defeat Captain Hook, but he’s gone to the bathroom because he needs to pee. I’m confused, can’t he just pee overboard? He goes to the bathroom but can’t find relief, why, why, oh why?
I wake up because I really need to pee.
(There was also a dream about a place, an underground cave below the ocean you can reach swimming in a certain direction. In that cave live the souls of all dead humanity, I wish I could remember more about it.)
All This Anxiety, And It’s All Stupid
I dream that I’m a guest at a new school, an alarm sound and all the students get up and calmly go to their assigned exits, I’m not sure what to do. I finally get out of the building and I see Dolores Umbridge being walked away in handcuffs. I get home and now thousands of students are here too, I need to go to the bathroom because I got my period but they won’t leave, I’m yelling at them and feeling like an asshole.
I end up staying for a few days in an apartment with Jamie from Bly Manor; I fall desperately in love with her, but she ignores me, I have to leave soon and all she cares about is a little girl that she’s gonna adopt. Back at home, and now my sister is mad at me too because I’m eating risotto in the bathroom.
Bikinis Are Evil
I dream that I’m staying up north for a week, in a dormitory with two nice girls. They invite me to the beach, I flat out refuse because I’m afraid of wearing a bikini.
Back home I try to take a nap on the couch, but it’s almost noon and there’s a pink cake sitting next to me. I try to put it on the table and ruin all the frosting.
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